i am appalled by my recent entries. the standard of my language expressions has diminished terribly. it feels as if i'm reading my secondary school stuff again. if this go on i will have to stop blogging already, i'm not doing anything to help me in this area. its simply revoltingly banausiac, like watching a second puberty. brrr.

i've said before that i will not let myself live past 60. i'm truly reconsidering that. i think, maybe, maybe 21.